Typically, the guys who hit on me have no tact whatsoever; buying me adrink and asking me over to their place for sex in the same breath. Butnot this ...one. He was such a charmer. We were talking, and suddenly hishand was in mine. His fingertips drew pictures on my palms and sentshivers up my spine. The conversation continued, only now he was lightlytouching my arm while he talked and I was finding it harder to thinkabout my answers.Slowly, everything disappeared. The movie, the bar, and everyone. As I drop slowly to my knees on the grass I hear him say in a quiet voice, "Oh my god, I haven’t had a blow job in three years, my girlfriend is bad at it so I don’t let her anymore." So now in my head I know I have to make this an even more memorable moment. I start licking the tip and his legs start to tremble. I run my tongue up and down his shaft and I hear his gasp. I am hoping he will be a bit forceful and at least pull my hair, pinch my nipples, or play with my tits, but really he just. I had a relationship with a boy at the time, not a sexual thing as that never interested me but one night when I came home my sister and her boyfriend were having sex with the bedroom door open as I walked past.He was performing oral on her and I was immediately captivated, as I never had seen such an act and the way my sister clearly enjoyed it.Later when she and I were alone she asked me what I thought about, when I was spying on her, which embarrassed me, as I was not spying, just walking. Or you won't do it, and then you'll beexposed as exactly what you'll have turned out to be, a perverted,voyeuristic husband who dresses up as a woman in order to watch hiswife have sex with another man. Your marriage will end, except forthe alimony you'll pay her to the end of her days." "That's unfair!" I'm sure it would be, if you don't do whatever she wants you todo. But you will. Because that's how she wants you, and that'swhat she loves about you. She's going to have to endure an act.