He struck me as retied military maybe, a real "take charge" type. We struck up a conversation about fishing,football and then he admitted he was seper...ated from his wife. I thought it odd that the bartender kept grinning at me. I was about to find out why. I ordered another beer and told Alex i'de be right back, had to pee. The bar was old and had those trough type urinals. On many occasions I stood there and admired a man beside me. Standing there peeing I heard the door and saw Alex appear. I don’t know what’s wrong.” I lie trying to cover my irrational feelings. I really don’t know why I’ve reacted like this. I don’t know if it’s about me, about the toys, the spanking or if it’s about us. Why today and why now? “Please make love to me. I need you right now.” “No, are you out of your fucking mind. I’m not touching you until I know what’s wrong. You have to talk to me.” The thoughts in my head and the feelings in my heart are colliding. More sternly and much louder you say. I was a junior manager at a courier company. Many of the office girls wore open toe high heel shoes to work. Soft toes painted nails, firm calfs, all my cock needs. Much of my day would be spent watching there shoes dangle, revealing the soft wrinkle arch. A particularly hot one, Melissa, had the most gorgeous toes, always neatly painted and a little toe ring. She often caught me staring at her feet, i think she though it cute that i was the only guy who didnt stare at her firm perky tits. ”I grinned over at Donovan. “What the hell, why not! I’ll do it. Let’s see how Max handles the battery while I’m away.” I’d act as the forward observer. It was a job for a second john, not a battery commander, but Max needed to be able to handle the battery himself. If it was really combat, I’d sacrifice a second lieutenant and keep the battery myself. “This will be my last jump before I leave the division. Time for a break!”“HOO-AH!” replied Lieutenant Colonel Wilcox, and Bob and I both.