”“Come on Jill. You’ve always liked the idea and now it’s going to happen for real. I only want you to do it just the once and we’ll have th...e film to watch in the future when we want to re-live it again. What harm can it do if I’m cool about it. You know I’ve always liked the idea.”I guess I could’ve said no, but Paul was so excited and I have to confess that the thought of having sex with someone other than him, (he was only the second guy I’d ever been to bed with, and the only one in 18. The bulb in place, but just resting on the pulsating rim, the entrance slowly dilating to the need, Ender wrapped an arm around the boy’s belly and held him in place. He prepared to take the plunge. He’d have to hold the boy close at first and probably even cover Altan’s mouth with his hand, while he was invading and stretching him, but it would be a glorious taking—for Ender at least.Now, he thought, licking his lips in anticipation while Altan panted and whimpered within his grasp.“Altan.. He more than anyone knew how much Kieren meant to her.“Damned it, Iona,” Russ was reaching his limit. “Dealing with me is considerably easier than dealing with him at the moment. You are a wise woman. Now, have you had contact with the Moor? This is important.”“What do you know about him?”“This isn’t about what I do or do not know, but you?”“Why?” she demanded, getting up from the chair. “I want answers, too.”He stood and placed himself directly in her face so that she could not avoid him. His. To my utter surprise, Erica was standing there when I opened the door. ‘Uh, Erica. I just called you. What are you doing here?’ She was standing there in the doorway, a small figure with a scared look on her face. ‘Evan, forgive me. I got your address from Barb. After yesterday I had to tell you what I’m thinking, what I’m feeling. All I ask is that you hear me out then I’ll go if you want. Please, please.’ She was almost begging, so unlike the Erica I knew from years ago. Of course, I had.