I write after a few days of relaxation. They have placed me under fifteen minute checks as a result of my outburst over Charlie’s death. For a while... I stopped speaking. I only wrote. I didn’t do anything else. This served as my main line of communication to the staff members here. Fifteen minute checks means that they check up on me every fifteen minutes. This gets annoying after some time, so I had to stop writing, and I have for now. But I still must write about another incident here at the. ?Let me go!? Jamie twisted and thrashed, but her sister held her too tightly. ?Calm down, Jamie. Calm down. You’re ready for this. You can’t be scared of guys forever.? ?Mary?? ?Listen. I read your diary. I know how scared of sex you are, and I understand where you’re coming from. But, you can’t let it interfere in your basic ability to interact with guys. I’m deadly serious when I say I don’t want you to end up like Aunt Loretta.? ?I keep telling you, I’m. Just rest now." "You should have been here." I continued. "I told you I forgave you. I told you it didn't matter. The lies, the affairs, none of it mattered. You should have been here." I felt her stiffen for a second then she pulled me even tighter to her. Again her soothing words, and her smell.I could feel her breast crushed against me. I felt a feeling I hadn't felt in a long time. My hand moved upward to cup the underside of her breast. I slid my thumb along its fullness toward the nipple.. I love that hot crusing. Wow no words to define. She lyed on my shoulder.I seen her hot boobs very closely. What a view to see that boobs. Every man like that view.So I go to next step.Place my hands over her belly. She is so fat ….So very tough to move my hand toward her pussy.Finally I succeed touch her pussy. I think above 35 years girls had maximum public hair they don’t shave her pussy. She also had public hair so much. My hand wash lock in between in hairs. Her pussy is so wet. I only.