“As if you don’t know,” she moped, looking embarrassed to the side.“Oh,” I replied. “So you’re using my stuff, and now you’re upset th...at I found out, huh? God, you got some nerve, Judit.”“I was going to give it back,” she said, acting cool and confident to mask her embarrassment. She may be 18, I thought, but she was still acting like a total teenager.“Give it back after you’ve left your pussy stains all over it, huh?” I replied, pointing the thick end to her. “Look at it! Who gets wet like. .. I'm not your fiancé, I'm your neighbor." But she just said..." I know, but it was the only way I could stay here. When I got the call that you were in an accident, your dad called your apartment, that's how I knew. We talked about it, me and your family, and came to the conclusion that I would only be able to be in here if they thought that." But, I don't understand, if you're just my neighbor why would you want to be here" Because I care about you, a great deal. We haven't known each other. When he smiled at me, I got up and ran out of the room.I felt someone grab my arm. When I turned around I saw it was JR holding on to me."Leave me alone!" I said, trying to free myself from his grip."Jackie, what's wrong? What did I do?" JR asked."You don't know? How could you not know! You did it!" I'm sorry for whatever it was I did, but I still don't know what it was." JR kept calm as he talked to me."You gave me to Ted this morning, that's what. How could you invite my old boyfriend to eat. But I didn’t know that then so I was very happy.I knew I was a pretty girl, knew my shape had shown up kind of late but had shown up well. But again, being around the same people I never walked into a room that wasn’t full of people who hadn’t seen me the day before and the day before and the day before, so it was hard to tell if anyone really noticed. Dating wasn’t a major part of my life. I hadn’t had any major boyfriends, just boys to go to dances with. I wasn’t the class tramp but I wasn’t.