I walked to Kalyan’s room. as I got closer it sent butterflies in my belly and my areolas started peaking.As I walked through his door, he was lying... on his bed looking at something on his laptop. “Akka, what are y…?”, he tried to say something when he looked up at me. He was shocked. I always used to wear shorts or nighties. But looking at my attire revealing my parts almost naked, he arrested his breath for a moment and his member grew up.“I want to talk to you Kalyan”, I said in a serious and. It was almost a crime to shoot or snare the rabbits even.One day he was out, exploring the surrounding area, when he happened onto another deserted cabin less than two miles away. He watched it for a day or two and then broke into it. He was pleasantly surprised, he found tools, including a shovel and a full sized ax, and even some canned fruit that wasn’t too rusted. Everything was covered with an inch of dust so he didn’t feel too bad about looting the place. He had to make two trips just to. I could have cried but I wouldn’t give her the satisfaction……..not yet at least. I listened as she walked away and then quickly returned. I felt her hand as she let the palm slide back and forth across my ass cheeks. She squeezed each cheek lightly and then gave each one a modest little smack. “Bend over from the waist little whore” she instructed “Now stick that sweet little ass out. Stick it up and out.”I did as she asked, bent over with ass pointed up and out. I knew instinctively what. I should have put you up for adoption the day you were born." Then she'd become cold and distant. She'd threaten to abandon me or put me in an orphanage if I turned out to be like my father. I was terrified. Mother was all I had and I needed her love and approval. So I tried hard to please her -- and what pleased her was for me to be gentle and submissive and take an interest in things feminine.When other boys played cowboy or soldier, I remained close to mother. I cooked, did housework,.