I keep helping her with errands whenever possible. Once she called me to her place to help her choosing some furniture for her house. We went to a nea...rby furniture shop and picked up a sofa and other little things. While arranging the sofa, I could clearly see her cleavage and boobs since she was bending and doing the same. Felt something strange in my heart. I wanted to touch her desperately. I thought of an idea. I went to the bathroom and asked her to get some hand wash so that I could wash. Jackie is a size 10 and is still very desirable, she gets lots of comments when I post her pictures and lots of men would love to have her which turns me on immensely as I have fantasized about her being fucked in front of me for many years.When we're on holiday in Orlando a couple of years ago and having a great time just chilling and shopping , whilst we were out one day we called into the old town area as we were getting fed up with just window shopping we stopped at one of the bars where. So to make him feel more at ease. I talked to him for good whilie and finally he asked me in a cute shy way if he gave me something if I would read it an not get mad or upset. He gave me a letter to read and then told me he was going to go for a bike ride and left.I read the letter it was sweet and kind of funny of with the things he wrote and how he said he never do anything before and other stuff.He even put his cell phone # in it and said please call him and tell him what I thought. Well. A former college friend of mine, I had really worn out my welcome as a roommate of his. Patrick was a successful producer in the media industry who had taken me in during some rough times in the economy. That benevolent act of grace had worn out as he seemed desperate to help me land a job so I could move on from his loft rather than vegetate there all day every day just watching internet porn.In order to improve my odds at the interview, Patrick had lent me one of his finer three piece suits.