His was 6-7 and fat,, even soft. I became hypnotized by it I got that urge you get in the pit of your stomach when your getting excited anyway, he saw... me staring and said you gay dude? I was taken back and said no way, he then said "it's" ok if you are, I could use a gay or anyone about now. the bad part was is that he didnt put it away, he actually started pulling on it slowly looking right at me, I never felt so helpless in my life. I never wanted to do this before, now i felt like it was. Every morning I could, I took him across to the church; I said morning prayer, usually on my own, but occasionally one of the others would be there too.In the evening, I took him across and I or one of the others would say evening prayer. Gradually, more and more of the others turned up each evening.The Bishop took the funeral service; the church was packed. After the service, he spoke to me;He wanted Peter to go ... I don't know, somewhere else. I sort of understood, but I looked him straight. About 1hour later i got a txt from Dawn asking what time i woud be home i said was thinking about comeing now as it was not nice up here she sent one back telling me dont come home for about another 2 hours as she was busy teaseing John i sent back and said ok when i did get home they were sat in the kitchen talking Dawn had on a full track suit but a big smile on her face i said nothing about an hour later John’s parents came home and he left but not before Dawn told him to call round. Her reaction was a sharp intake of breath. Two men entered the room. Somehow she had imagined that her visitors would come singly not in pairs but now she had to adjust her thoughts to accept the situation. Although she was young she was not unaware of how two men could use a girl simultaneously and her stomach clenched as she recalled some of the dirty pictures she and Charley had looked at together. She closed her eyes trying to blot out the images but she knew now, after her last visitor,.