I was so ashamen not knew what my mom would say,than mom has ask me how hapend whit a strange laff.Then i have said that was a mistake,but she ask Car...men if that was just what i have saw?Carmen then she exploded in laff and she said that was ouar secret.Iwas so ashamed,not knew what to say.when the night has come we have dress and we have go at our home.Second day when i have arrived from collage i have enter in house but anyone no was there,i have call mom but she was not answer,then i have. .. liked it,” I continued.“Vic,” she said, “I'm married. I can't just... even if...”It was time to get things straight. I had been slowly falling for Eve. She was quiet, reserved, utterly respectable, with a serenity and dignity that I found oddly attractive. She was originally from the northeast of England, the Newcastle area, and had a soft, subtle geordie accent. Like many from that part of the world, she would sometimes address people as “man”, not in a hippy way but with a very short vowel. He had pressed his luck far enough. It was time to get out. He had risked more than just his freedom; more than having no one to take care of Carrie if they caught him. He had been a horrible father to put his own daughter in such an environment, to put her in possible contact with such a dangerous technology. Back when Becky had been alive, he had wanted her to have the things she wanted. It had broken his heart each time he watched her shop or stop in front of something she wanted to have but. We moved in with Rick and Melissa when I was about 8 and had to adjust to both of them and didn't care much for Rick at all. I hated the fact that he was trying to be my dad. And in later years tried to be buddy, buddy with me which I hate because he wasn't my dad and would never see him as such and made it known. (I only say this cause this plays a big part in what is to come later). Since we started living with Melissa and Rick I started seeing girl clothes in the bathroom more so her hand.