Finally I went and laid back up on the pillows. She laid on my chest and I put my arm around her shoulder. She kept rubbing her pussy and feeding me... from her fingers. I couldn’t believe what had just happened. I was so fucking TURNED ON! My dick didn’t want to go down!We must have cuddled there for half an hour, and I still didn’t go down very much. She picked up my martini from the table and handed it to me. I took a sip. It sure wasn’t cold anymore! She pulled out the pick with 2. Overcome by my own corruption, I confessed my debasement by boldly urging the youth to take his pleasure with my proffered sex. When he stripped and came to me, the shiny blackness of his smooth, youthful body all but mesmerised me. Slowly he began kissing and exploring my fevered flesh, drivingme wild with desire. Like a beat in heat, I rubbed myself against the satiny skin of my ebony lover,begging him to sexy satisfy my illicit immediate horny hot hunger.All I remember of that first. It was what we would call back then a “quickie”. It meant nothing. No, I’m not kidding, it really meant nothing. Pretty lame excuses. What was my regret you ask? Her name is Kristy Lee. Kristy Lee was my first “crush”, my first sexual obsession and my first “dream girl”. Kristy was everything to me. She was the first girl I fell in love with. She was the first girl I pictured in a white wedding dress. I can still picture Kristy in my mind like it was yesterday. For me Kristy will always be. She could always read me like a book.I nodded."You still love Bree and Sarah?"I nodded. "I love Bree a lot but its new love so I have no idea where it could go. As for Sarah I see a distance forming between us that has been getting bigger and bigger every day ever since the first day Patrick and Megan came to visit. When I add it all up I love Ashley as much as those two girls combined." Are you sure Ashley wants to leave Sarah?" asked Grace.I was surprised that Grace hadn't caught on to the.