” Barb was surprised as Toby — whoseldom touched even her closest friends, sexually ORsocially — reached across the intervening spac...e andtook Barb’s hand in hers.Barb’s husky voice betrayed the emotion she was tryingto control as she looked into Toby’s bottomless eyesand said, “Of course. I’m not asking to be demeaned.I’m asking a great and powerful gift from you; almosta sacrament, never mind what the world says. Toby, mylove for you is. He asked what was going on, and I explained that I was going to spend the week doing some painting. After he offered to help, I agreed and offered to pay him 300 dollars if we could get it done by Wednesday night. That would give me a couple of days to my self.Luke was eager to get started, but I was tired and wanted to relax a bit, so we agreed to start at 8am the next day.The rest of Sunday night was uneventful. I had some dinner after which I decided I wanted to sit in the hot tub. I didn't. You really want to tell your parents and the whole world that you’re letting other men get you pregnant? Do you really want a bunch of k**s that don’t look anything like each other?”“I love the idea of having a multi-racial family. Remember how jealous I was when my sister adopted that baby from Africa? You should love your c***dren because they’re yours, not because of what or who they look like. And maybe this was a fantasy to you, but I’ve been dying to get pregnant for the past two years.. ..not yours. But you were in my room, masturbating withmy own private sneaks. You did that...and you did it in MY room. So don'tyou think that is intruding on my private things? Yeah, maybe if I hadn'tcaught you doing what you did then we could just have a fun and good life.But I did catch you. And I caught you really good didn't I? Huh, Sam?Didn't I?" Yeah, you did catch me. And I said I was sorry and tried to explain toyou why I did what I did. But it was a one time thing and it will.