I went into the kitchen and got the casserole Carrie had made for me out of the oven and put some on a plate and put the rest in the trash so that it ...would look like I hadn't gone out. Then I went into the guest room and changed for bed. I got into bed and laid awake thinking of everything that had happened that night. I gave a lot of thought to the advice that Julie had given me and decided to take the advice and I also decided to take her up on her offer of conversation and sex. I was still. Between the transit center and the restaurant is a shallow dark alley. I led her down into the darkness at the end of the alley where a small concrete block sticks out of the wall, just before the chain link fence. As soon as we were at the end of the alley I pulled my cock out and pulled her up onto me. I pushed myself into her before she could say a word. She moaned softly. "Oh fuck... Oh god... Yes, fuck me!" I pushed myself as deep as I could into her with each bounce, until she was. I placed her head on the pillow and hugged her from the back. Then I said –Me: Mom, I am so happy today. I got an increment of 10 thousand in my salary and all our debts are cleared by today. Now, we can start saving.She was silent and didn’t speak a single word.Me: I have a wish, mom. Will you marry me?She was still silent. Then I turned her to my side. Her eyes were filled with tears. I didn’t get why she had tears in her eyes. Then I asked –Me: Mom, why are you crying?(She took a deep breath. .I stopped for a bit, I didn't want to come yet.. She let the towel fall open as she was talking and asking probing questions, I told her about my panty fetish and she seemed really understanding about it...I kept looking at her pussy and tits, and I said that after all these years of marriage i still found her body hot,and I said i jerked off almost daily using her panties and some of the nude pics we took of each other a few years ago...she said she masturbated too, but not every day, she.