Then I realized he was probably with her even as I was reading those messages.I took a picture off the bedroom wall and studied it. It was a picture o...f the four of us at the lake several years ago. The smiles on my children's faces warmed my heart and the looks that David and I were giving each other were full of passion and joy. They could only be described as ... love.I knew I'd jeopardized my family for the thrill of an affair. I accepted my part in this mess. It was my weakness that put my. We invited Barbara to stay in one of our room on the second floor with us. It didn’t take her long to realize that Debra and Kendra slept with me every night and that Samantha and Theresa slept together.One morning at breakfast Barbara simply mentioned that she used to sleep with her brother too. That perked us all up and we started talking openly with her. Debra told her that it started with us when she was thirteen and I was sixteen then a few months later We Kendra join in. After Mom and Dad. I mean, you hired me to cook I can still do that. You don't owe me anything more than that. This whole trip has been so wonderful and fun for me. That in itself is more than I wanted to begin with."I could see that Jan wanted to stay but felt like she wasn't really part of us. I knew what to say at that point. I had decided that we all needed to stay together, at least for the foreseeable future. We all gelled well and I think we all loved each other quite a bit more than most people. ”“And we didn’t have a flight attendant serving champagne, either.”“Champagne! It’s the middle of the morning!”“It must be five o’clock somewhere. If you don’t want any...”Marilyn interrupted me. “I didn’t say that!”At that point Jim Johnson came out of the cockpit and headed to the door, and pulled the folding stairs up into the plane, and then pulled the top portion of the door down and closed us up. “Let’s buckle up, folks.”He went back into the cockpit and Samantha came back to do the.