Jake didn't push her. He continued his descent and made a shallow bank to keep them on course to the coast. It was only after he'd leveled out the tur...n that she found the words to say what she wanted to say."I'm having a hard time handling all of this, Jake," she said. "I know it seems like petty jealousy to you and it even does to me, but that doesn't make it go away. Beautiful women are constantly coming on to you. I know that's been happening the whole time we've been together and I'm pretty. " I do not think a religion would require you to do the acts I think you must do. You must change the way you see humanity." What do you mean?" Your problems are centered around gender and sex, Cindy. You must change the way you see yourself as a woman and you must change the way you see men. Even if they still see you as a goddess, you must see yourself as a recovering spoiled child." Oh. Humiliation." It is not humiliation if somebody else does not do it to you. It is self-abasement to cure a. "Is that all ? Can I go now ?" I would do anything you want , pls dont report me to authorities. "*smack *This time the slap was even harder than last ones, i could almost hear a buzzing in my ears . I was starting to get a bit irritated. But what can I do."So , thats what all this is about ? Do you have any shame ? I just fainted out of anxiety , yesterday . And still you had to do - " she made disgusted face " that to me . After reading that note yesterday , I thought may be the rumors are. Her first step is to seek out those at the party. To do that, she has to skip her first class and find the team’s coach. Already, as she is stepping out of the office, a smile has appeared on her face and a few thoughts in her head.In addition to coaching the lacrosse team, Mr. Johnson teaches Health. Fortunately for Aspen the coach had the first period off since lacrosse practice took place before school started. Once the bell for the first class to start rang and the halls emptied, Aspen.