” That response yielded an awakening from my loins. I thought, I can only imagine what you could do for me. I laughed to myself and she squeezed ...hard on my shoulder. I yelped. Apparently she picked up on why I had laughed. At age 36 or so, she was hot, and not at all dull. “Don’t even think it.” She whispered in my ear.I may be able to hold in the thoughts but the tingling in my pants continued. Ten minutes in my body was going numb. She was at my skull now, running her hands over. I always made sure to pick up a girl when no other cars were around or giving the girl a sign to go around a corner to talk and let her into my car without being seen.So I continued my double life. Several times I saw the same girl standing there alone, always looking at me when I passed by, but I never made any intent to pick her up. Let’s say ir bluntly: She was ugly! Will not deny she had a good body, but her face didn’t help her.One night I was out for dinner with some clients from our. Well, what is it about him, Heather? Clearly, he’s not just an ex, is he?” Janine grinned and winked at Heather and me, before turning to Madeira, “what about you, Madeira? What is it about him that gets him two ladies? I mean, I know what draws my boyfriends to me, but there is clearly something to Phil ... something that makes me curious about him now.”“I’m glad that you think so. I mean, we had a great time, we liked each other a lot, but I always assumed that it was a short-term thing back. This is the very reason that Jenny sited in her suicide note." I remember. You might want to talk to Dr. Campbell about this. Speaking of which, we need to get moving."We took the 10-minute drive over to the doctors in silence. As always, I was sent right in."Hi Dr. Campbell." Mark, are you ok? You don't sound like the same person I talked to last week." I'm ok, just not as happy it all." What happened that took that happiness away?"I reached in my pocket and handed him the letter that had.