I kept going back to Deana. If there was anyone in the world that Iwanted to share this remarkable turn of events with, it was her. But Ihad let my ...pride get in the way, my fragile ego and lashed out at herwhen in reality, I was the only one to blame.As the 747 took off from Vancouver, I felt like I was in a dream. Thiscame out of nowhere. Yesterday at this time, I was sitting in Toby'shaving a beer wondering what I was going to do with my life. Now just 24hours later, here I was sitting. The look on her face when she saw me take off my short black skirt and stand in front of her in my matching purple bra and thong was enough. Before I knew it she had me pinned up against the wall and her sweet soft red lips were on mine, with her tongue searching inside my mouth. I was surprised at first but soon forgot about it and went with the flow. I grabbed the back of her long red hair and grabbed her waist, pulling her closer to me. Our tongues met and fought inside each others' mouths.. ..’ Hopeless! ‘Nikki,’ he said in a very commanding voice snapping me out of my witless rantings. ‘What do you want?’ I looked at him like a vamp yet felt like a silly girl. ‘I want you to take my virginity. I want a real man who I respect and admire; it just has to be you Theo,’ I finally said in a very confidant and assured voice. ‘What about your parents?’ ‘I’m not about to discuss losing my virginity with them am I. They don’t need to know.’ ‘There can be no future for us,’ he said. On our very first date she,d showed how passionate she could be when we attended a news cinema which youngsters will have little knowledge of, but they were a bit like drive ins in America though not so private yet few others took notice as most in them were couples doing what young couples will do and not bothered what others were doing. After our second news cinema date Sarah,s late Mum invited me to their house in north London for a proper English meal and after we,d been roped into watching.