I went to every bar and club that Lisa and I had ever gone to but I didn't see her car anywhere. I began to wonder if Lisa had a lover already and jus...t used my watching basketball tonight as an excuse to get out of the house to go see him. That didn't make much sense as Lisa has always been a home body. She didn't like going out except to dinner and movies and she almost never went out without me. She really had no time to have an affair.I continued to drive around for three hours. I even went. But this was the least of my worries. I thought she was done, but Xenia left my tits tied and I again screamed as I saw that they were now purple bulges of swollen meat. She led me over to the X frame and started to fasten the many thick straps to my battered body. Starting with my ankles, moving to my knees and waist. -Xenia strapped my wrists elbows and upper shoulders to the heavy wooden frame. One more strap around my neck seemed to satisfy her for the moment. Now I was really. Women should be saints everywhere except the bedroom, that was his theory on things. Girls like Monica enraged him because he was well aware of their power and so were they. He had wanted what he termed the “better quality” girls but ended up with the looser women. He tolerated them, but they were not interested in the type of games he wanted to play. He was well acquainted with frustration and humiliation and having to eat dirt to get somewhere in life. Women like Monica would have an easy. Come on, give me something." Well, if you are willing to ply me with drink, who knows — I might spill something." Yeah, that's a likely story. You are still working on your first beer. I don't think I've seen you drink more than two in an evening. You are a cheap date."I did drink more than that when Caroline left, but that wasn't really suitable as a humorous retort. While I was thinking of a suitable response, one of a group of large young men next to us was shoved and fell toward me.I was.