I never have anything I want, because I am not horny enough or hard pressed enough or skilled enough. It is not even about the sleeping together.’ ...‘My problem is I spend less time listening to my heart than I spend listening to my mouth, or listening to experts on You2b or on a blog explaining how to be an idiot most of the time. I let other people advise me on what I want. When you and I could be sitting on a park bench, enjoying a soft drink and watching someone else’s kids enjoy their. Finally after some 6 months of being held a prisoner the time had arrive for my sex change operation.By now I cared so little what happened to me that I put up virtually no fight as I was taken to the surgery where my operation was to be performed. Slowly I drifted to sleep as the Dr and nurse stood over me, what lay ahead for me when I awoke only god knew.Slowly I began to come around, there I lay back in my tiny cell with Ms Jones and Wayne standing over me. Helping me to my feet I shakily. Jhat se aapne muh main leke chusne lagi aur sexy aawaze nikalne lagi hmmmm aaahhhh aur chusne ki aawaz bhi aarahi thi. Main jada der tak aapne aapko rok nehi paya aur jaldi hi uske muh main jhad gaya.Sapna: aapka sperm aachha hai aur swadist bhi.Usne mere samne aapne sare kapde nikal diya aur uske mote mote dudu aur kamar ko dekh ke main to pagal ho raha tha.Me: sapna ek baat puchun?Sapna: aryan aapko pura haq hai jo puchhna hai puchho main khushi se answer dungiMe: tumhare dudu ka size kya hai. I wondered whether I should wheedle the problem out of her. It was a matter of finding the right moment. Too soon and she'd clam up for longer, too long, and she could become resentful and tell me I wasn't paying her enough attention. She beat me to a decision."Jill ... I don't know quite how to say this ... I love you so much, and I don't want to change or upset what we have, but..." Just tell me Em." "I think ... I know ... I want ... a baby ... a child. I want to have a child of my ... our.