It shocked me because she was older and has k**s. She was liking it but stopped me because the neighbors might see. I ask her for my trunks, and she g...ives them to me. I tell her I'm going to pee in her pool, and she says "you better not!" So I say lets go inside. Dripping wet we head in to use the bathroom. I really could have just went in the pool and not said anything, but I wanted to get her out of sight. After a piss I pull her in tight for a kiss. So here we are. Dripping wet in swimsuits. You know. She's my friend. Anyway, she'll be back soon." True," said Shanthi. "You live alone all the time, though. Don't you ever get lonely?" Not really," I answered."Maybe if you had a girlfriend, you wouldn't be so lonely." What do you mean?"She shrugged. "I just mean that a sweet guy like you shouldn't have to be alone." Before I could say anything, she smiled at me, and slipped the earphone back into her ear, leaving me to wonder and gape at the implications of what she had just said. Was. I'm not saying they've done a good job. I'm not saying you should forgive anything they've done. I'm just reminding you: they're it."That's an important relationship for most people. They may not recognize it and they may not have any plans to repair it; I don't know."We just want you to remember that you have the ability to change it. You may not be able to change them, but you can change yourself and that will change the relationship." You don't have to do anything," said Sam. "We just. My unconsciousness had been a blessing. I hadn't had to think about anything. When I woke up, my mind was clear. Sometimes that happens. Without knowing how, I'd come to an accommodation with reality, with the death of my marriage and the fact that I was going to be alone now.Oh, not 'alone' alone. There were too many women and I still had my hair and could bang away pretty good. I could still make Rox scream and hit the high notes on good nights, or what I had thought had been good nights. But.