”As normal, it was beyond James to dissemble or hide his feelings. He was being totally transparent and straight with us.Sue and I looked at each ot...her again, and I knew we both could see the logic and common sense in what he was saying. But seeing Sue’s expression I was also sure that in part we both also felt more than a little disappointed.At the third time of trying, we’d finally found a guy who might prove to be the lover we’d both wanted for Sue. And now he was ruling himself out of the. I didn’t realize until it hit the ground, that there was a lavender coloured sticky-note hanging off of my Advanced Calculus book. Generally I would notice such things, but I guess I was preoccupied with other things, and overlooked it. I reached down and retrieved it from the slush-covered pavement. The slush had soaked through the thin paper, but the silver ink was still visible. Will I see you at the party, Saturday night? I certainly hope so, because it could certainly make the evening for. He came to it’s rescue covering it with his own mouth. I was already feeling the wetness, as the car slowed to a perfect stop. The country club had door men, opening them for us to come out. I gave the man my hand stepped gracefully out and bowed. Flicking my wrist my out sized fan covered my upper body. Steven walked to my side taking my elbow we started up the pink marble stairs. We walked through grand beveled cut leaded crystal French doors. Horns blew as we were presented, people were. Once.One hour later and 3 drinks. My friend, call him Bear are well into a good stupor. A few games of pool, a smoky bar, unfamiliar faces and some very strong innuendo and I am feeling fine. Bear asked me if I thought he was attractive. I said of course. Bear is 15 years my junior so sure he is attractive to me. Not to mention he has a wonderful smile and he's funny. Hubby texts me about this time and asked me what's up. I say I'm fine and that bear and I are having a good time. Hubby asked me.