Don’t get me wrong I love men, and a good hard cock is always preferred. But my time with Nikki showed me that my attraction and love for a woman’...s body was not just some phase that I was going though, but it would be a lifelong journey with unseen happiness yet to come.Nikki had giving something rare and beautiful, she had awaken apart of my sexually that might have lain dormant for years. As I lay in my sister’s arms I wonder if I would be able to make a woman feel what Nikki had made me. JOSH: I didn’t know that. SOMEONE didn’t tell me! When she sat on me, it was gross! Some random girl’s privates squashed against my face!NICOLE: Oh, come off it, Josh! That’s every guy’s wet dream!JOSH: Not mine! It was degrading to have some random girl pressing her asshole to my mouth and my nose up her veejay while she ignored me!NICOLE: I’m playing the world’s smallest violin for you, LOL.JOSH: And did you see her bush? She had a fucking jungle down there! It was so gross! It stank of old. Gah.. she finishes as Amber pulls on the leash behind her.When I let this go , you better make me feel it, Amber screams at her mother and tugs a little harder on the leash.I'm so sorry, I should have never done that, I beg you to forgive me, Pam spits out as blood flows down from her nose onto her tits.Most of us men are getting turned on by this. I see Ryan, James, Randy, Dan, sporting wood, and chuckle to myself. I knew this would be good, Amber s a nice as nice can be, but don't piss her. " Go to HELL!" she screamed. "I hate you Tom McClain! DO YOU HEAR ME! I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS! One day I'll get my revenge. I'll make sure your death is painful! I'll make you pay for all this."I just stood there blocking out her threats. I now understood what Judge Jasper had meant by her punishment being bad enough. He wasn't referring to the fact that Gerald had to live his life as a little girl, a life he hated. He was talking about the hate and anger inside his son soul. How could anyone.