The saying "Eat, Sleep, Gym, Repeat" pretty much described your life perfectly. Work was mundane, the gym was just a distraction from home life and s...leep was never for long enough. Sex had also become a luxury, even when you did manage some, it left you feeling unsatisfied and frustrated. Your husband couldn't satisfy you, and most nights you ended up finishing yourself off whilst watching porn as he slept soundly beside you. Nothing ever seems to wake him up.To make matters worse, your new. "Nah - anything will do just make certain you chuck in a couple of tee shirts and my shaving gear." I was proud of the fact that I was shaving now and wanted to make sure that Mom was fully aware of this fact - even if my beard was thin and sparse.The day passed by with out me paying much attention, being lost in the vision I was having of the weekends' possibilities, and when I finally climbed in to the car with Mom it was as if we were setting out to a new beginning. Mom was dressed for. .. your evening," she finished, picking up the pace a bit more forcing Michael to catch up with her once again."I hadn't thought of you leaving," he said honestly.They ran quietly for awhile, making the turn that would bring them back along the opposite side of the canal, their backs to the now rising sun as they ran to complete their circuitous route."I didn't say I was leaving, I just thought you may want a little privacy tonight is all, you didn't see my duffle packed by the door this. The major concern I have about it is what happens afterwards.”“Yes, things are already complex. If I were to have a baby now it would add another level of complexity to my relationship with you and also with Ken. At night when I sleep, I keep dreaming that it may be Ken’s way of getting rid of me out of his life. When I wake up I realize that if he wanted me out of the way he would stop coming back on his breaks.”“Yes, I can see that. I think your dreams are your mind’s way of trying to put.