That was till the day dropped and the sun faded away. As if on cue from a horror movie, as soon as the light faded beyond the horizon her eyes sparked... with a fire smoldering all day, and a hunters smile spread across her face as she said "you want to go out and get a drink?".And like a rabbit in a share I was hung up. She was pressing her massive tits into me while asking, hand floating to my lap, eyes blazing. And oh did I want a drink, I wanted to drink from the fountain of her womanhood. I struggled into the Ghillie suit, not over concerned at being spotted by the Bosnian Serbs, who would be watching their front, especially when Big Ben made his arrival, but more anxious at being seen by our lads.I crawled slowly out of the trees onto the ridge, until I had sight of the bridge. Big Ben's Land Rover was just drawing up to it, and the APC was making its way back down the road to its, I hoped, safe location. I looked through the 'scope at the Land Rover to determine where I was. Therefore, when I presentedmyself to them fully feminized, I was just an even bigger crossdressing,pervert, homo in their eyes than I was before.When I discovered this strange new dynamic I had a very uncomfortableand embarrassing thought, I wondered if it would have been better if Ihadn't been feminized so gradually? What if I had been totally feminizedall at once? More students would think I was a real girl. But then avoice in my head said that I couldn't possibly mean that because whatnormal. As the season progressed, a friendship developed between us. When practice was over, we would go on a three mile run. After a particular day of a light practice ended, I asked Vivian if she would like to go to dinner after our run."I have a better idea, come to my place for dinner," Vivian said, as we ended our run."Okay, I will be there in an hour," I replied, as we walked to our cars.I went home, took a quick shower. Before leaving, I grabbed a bottle of Gewürztraminer from my wine.