" What am I gonna do, mom? Can't I take the test again, show it was amistake?" Not till next year, that's the rules, I'm afraid." A year. I gotta be a... girl for a year?" It looks that way. But look at it this way. Let's suppose that the testis wrong, somehow, and you really aren't a girl. You are stuck beingtreated as one at school for the next year, no matter what, so yourattitude is going to be very important. You can make yourself miserable,and make everyone around you miserable, but they. Just for fun ... and that Sarkis who owned a studio who would gladly have them pose for him.As ever with Jacqui I didn't have much say in the matter and once again she demonstrated her independent streak when she told me a few days later that she and Carol were going off to 'put together a portfolio', whatever that was supposed to mean. When she returned later that day she said that it had all been great fun, that Sarkis had taken some great shots (of the tasteful kind) but that at the end of. But all this was due to the insurance settlement that resulted from the death of his wife. That was the down side. He missed her terribly. Theirs had been a perfect match, both in the sense that they shared lots of interests, and because the sex had been fantastic for both of them. They’d spent untold hours learning how to satisfy each other and had been trying to get her pregnant when she’d been killed by a drunk driver.He’d adjusted, for the most part. He couldn’t abide the thought of dating. Ham dono biryani khanay lagay main bar bar un kay jisam dekh raha tha waisay pehlay kai bar main un ko nahatay huway dekh chukka tha magar is tarhan deknay say mujhay aur bhi maza a raha tha.Kuch dair kay bad unhoon nay notice kia kay main un ko dekh raha hoon to unhoon nay kaha kay sarim kia dekh rahay ho main dar gaya aur kaha kay kuch nahi aur biryani khanay lagaNeelam aunty aik dam say hasnay lagi aur kaha shararti larkay main janti hoon tum kia dekh rahay ho. Main bhi sharma gaya. Phir.