Can we start tonight? And um should I be naked for this." Sure Sugar, I got an hour to kill. You can get nekkid if you want, it won't affect me, even ...with you wearing that thing. I mean, I know you're beautiful, but I'm just immune to what you got." Thanks Rondell." I start stripping out of my clothes and he surprises me by also stripping out of his."Um... Rondell, what if I'm not immune to your beauty." I'm half joking, but he does have a male dancer's body and that is what I like to see."Oh,. .."I've always thought it would be a thrill to have you let me cum in your mouth or on your face, you know - like in the movies - THAT would 'rock my world."There was a long pause. She silently looked up at me. Stared up at me would be more accurate. I could tell she was waiting to see how I'd get myself out of this hole I was apparently digging..."I know" I continued "that you're afraid that once I cum I'm done, and that's a valid concern."I went on in my attempt to sell this idea..."I promise. I was trapped, I had to at least do something to get out of the position I was in, "Wait. Augh!" he pulled my hair forcing my neck back, "I give up damn it! Why don't you," he loosened his grip on my hair and then tightened his fist, "God! Stop! Just sit down, OK?" my face grimaced, "Sit, relax, no need to..." he pulled my head to the side.He turned to look over at the easy chair and pulled me to my feet by myhair. I tried not to struggle against his control over me, sharp pains from my chest. Mine was in full on leather fetish decadence.By this point, I was 18 months sober from web cam porn which if you've ever spent a hard earned penny on it, will drive you as far as you want. You see a girl on there & you chat to them, its the same thing as real life only you'll never fuck that beauty no matter how much you pay her to show her tits or fuck a dildo. Truth be told when you're trying to stay away from something especially in your 20s, you want it anyway. I wasn't that far gone yet.