They stood up and left, leaving me behind stunned. Finally, without seeing any other options, I went to our room, feeling the stares of the whole rest...aurant on my back and being completely humiliated. I mean, I could hardly force her physically to stay faithful, could I? If she chose to leave me, there was nothing I could do about it. But I was too stunned and hurt to ponder any long-term consequences at the moment.I sat in my room for a while, unsuccessfully trying to read. I was furious,. Scott for her first pre-natal exam (who else wouldwe go to?) and Dr. Scott said that even with the surgeries, Beckieshould be able to have our child vaginally. Dr. Scott then drew bloodfrom both of us, as a continuation to our treatment.We were called back to Dr. Scott?s within 48 hours, and she sat us downtogether. She asked how sexually active we were, then after getting theresponse ?very?, she probed further and asked if Beckie penetrated meas we as being penetrated. We answered truthfully. The bedsheet wrapped around my waist and below, I walked into the middle of the room. Martha Jane had turned toward me on the sofabed and was lying on her side, staring at me quizzically.I took a deep breath and started my act in full force. I opened with my Deep South Truck Driver's gruff, heavy drawl, the pencil dangling sloppily from my lips like a cigarette."Hey, bay-beh! Wonna beer?"She smirked. On her side, she leaned on an elbow and propped her head in her hand. "Oh my, what is this. ............ "Oh god. Tom. oh god. Wow" I can't believe I did that, I can't believe you let me, I'm so sorry. I know I grossed you out, you are so sweet, oh god you are all covered with pee, my pee, holy shit, I bet I never, ever see you again." She went on like this for a while... "Silkie." She was holding on to me and sobbing. "Silkie, shut up. Shut up and kiss me. That was amazing, That was so hot. You are the sexiest woman in the whole fucking world. I loved that. Loved it. How close could.