Wake up to catch plane, go to terminal, get on plane and sit down with my thoughts. I'm not gay, I'm not even bisexual...ok maybe a little bisexual......or am I. I don't know what to think now. Download grindr. Delete grindr. Download grindr. Delete grindr. Download grindr...Get several hits, or whatever they're called. Finally chat with a guy that seems cool that lives near me. Back to Atlanta for training. He gets ahold of me one night and wants to video chat, we do that and it's my first. "Kara please, don't look so worried we'll just fly directly to our room'swindow and-" Kal-El had started but only stopped a mere heart beat later.The sky around them was suddenly flooded with first one then literallydozens of beams of piercing white light from searchlights below them.Then just as quickly, the sporadic but growing number of flashes fromcameras coming from the growing crowd below was intense, Kara thoughtdismally. Hopefully none of them were lucky enough to catch a shot undermy. I can feel it, sense it or whatever you want to call it but there is a problem. A problem that could end my marriage, if I don't take action.I'm Jerrod Wesley Jackson, JW to everyone but my mother and father. When either of them used my full name, I knew I had stepped over the line. I heard a lot of Jerrod Wesley Jackson in loud tones from my parents growing up. As a youngster I was very good at leaping over that imaginary line of what some called civil conduct. Nothing really bad just a boy. She screamed silently.The truck stopped, willing black hands removed the baulks and gentle black hands carried her to the blood soaked table."The cut Mr Stephens, show us where." the officer instructed.Stephens vomited in he corner and came to the table, flies rushed to enjoy the feast of half digested food,Stephens pointed, "Give me some skin to work with,"The Machete flashed and the foot fell to the floor dragging the shattered bones from the knee joint with it.She remained blissfully.