Temptation overwhelmed me to enter the room. I entered in and quietly latched the door shut behind me and proceeded over to the side of the bed he was... facing. My feet found his damp towel on the floor where it must have dropped off his naked body just as he fell into bed.The deepness of his breathing confirmed my suspicion of him being in a deep sleep. Exhausted from the long day him and Tom put in along with me endlessly popping open cans of beer for him all contributed to my premeditated. . How about reallycheering up Barbara as well? She's suffering from overwork and lack ofsleep as well as you?" She looked at me enquiringly, and I shudderedgently."Another tortuous adventure for poor, old Fifi - you mean?" I challenged."No! ... Not enough time for a full-scale adventure - I know both you andBarbara need to catch up with work sometime this weekend." Sheila gazedat me enquiringly, and I fell into her trap."Ok, you'd better summarize your plan - I need to get this. She like me as a house owner because i pay her much and never treat her like a maid. So she even don't mind over me. One day i hit a long conversation with her about her entire life and i slowly moving into her private life. During talking she asked my why don't i marry since i am adult. I replied her in a funny way, if i have a lady like you do i really need to marry? Ha ha ha! She like my reply and tell me she noticed i always look her body with a hungry eyes. Then she asked me, "do i really. .. I'm just worried about you Sam." His voice is small, hurt.I sigh, "I know... but you're not helping. You keep wanting to know if I'm okay, you and Freddie and... And Carly, and it reminds me that I'm not."His face is sad, and his hand reaches out tentatively to touch my shoulder. "I... I'm sorry Sam. I... we don't know what else to do. We wanna help you. We love you."I laugh mirthlessly at the 'we'. If only he knew how much Carly had been 'loving' me. He seems to take my laugh as something.