No amount of searching Ross’ memories unlocked a good reason for my fears related to her. Rather than ignore my inner warning system, I became more ...convinced by the hour that something was very wrong with regards to her. Mildred was just one of my concerns as the weeks dragged on.In four days, Friday came just like it was supposed to, and I was very anxious about appearing in court and facing Ross’ tormentor. The memories of his abuse kept me awake for several nights and there was a rage. After applying beard cover and foundation, she looked at the clock. Itwas twenty past nine and the taxi was scheduled to pick her up at ninethirty! Shayna quickly finished her eye-shadow, mascara, lip-liner, andlipstick.Shayna slipped on a black gaffe and pulled a pair of tight nylon pinksweat pants over her tiny buttocks. The tight sweat pants matched herpretty pink lipstick perfectly. Then she put on an oversized pinksweatshirt and zipped it almost all the way to the top trying to concealher. Even that summer in Mexico when I thought I was in love. Maybe that’s the difference, then I thought I was in love, now…I stammer, not knowing what to say and you move closer to me. You hand now is gently rubbing the thigh under my skirt. I blurt out”I think I am, but I just don’t know if this is what I want or should have or…” and my thoughts and my voice trail off. I’m at a crossroads. I really don’t know.I think I love you, but I don’t know if I want to touch you and have you touch me back.. In spite of the barrage of orders at the bar, he was enjoying her company, and at times he had to stop himself from acknowledging how everything about her was better than Stephanie. Her beauty, to begin with, was above and beyond any other girl he had seen, let alone dated. And the best part of her beauty was that she seemed to have no clue just how gorgeous she was. Sure, she had clearly made the effort for this Michael character who had dumped her, but even underneath the light makeup and.