I, however, was at peace with everything. This was what I was meant for. I couldn’t argue with fate. I had put myself in this situation, knowing ful...l well what would happen, and now the expected end was near. I closed my eyes and leaned back and felt the back of my head touch the cold rough texture of the wall. My hands, bound behind my back. With my eyes closed I remembered my parents reaction when I told them I had enlisted. They were angry, frustrated, confused. They couldn’t figure out why. "I smiled at Ellen, knowing that I had access to other handcuff keys but there was no way I'd be telling her where I kept them! It was then the doorbell rang:"Ah that will be Cathy," explained Ellen as she scrambled to get up from the bed. "I told her that I'd be here if I wasn't home when she called. At Least she'll let me out of the cuffs.Ellen headed downstairs as quickly as she could. I decided not to follow because of my current state of dress but I could hear Ellen asking Cathy to let. They didn’t say much more, just that we would be very happy to see the changes.As we walked into the main door all eyes were upon us. Everyone came up and said hello or various other comments which included congratulations about our new room. Pleasantries were exchanged by all and we went to the RA’s room to get out new keys. She smiled at us as she handed them over and also said that she would talk to us later about some of the other plans for the dorm sometime later in the week. As we. I saw it in her eyes before she turned away; her large, deep, entrapping eyes. It was time to make a pass at the girl, and I knew she wouldn’t reject me. Days later I got a call from my stepmother, “She is sick and needs a ride from school, can you get her, I’m with a client.”She got into the car, “Thanks, I told them I don’t feel well.”“You’re sick, what’s the matter, how do you feel?”“I told them I didn’t feel well, but that might have been a little dishonest. I didn’t want to stay in.