I hear it land on the floor at my feet. Your hands now at my bra and hooking it. My hands fall back to your waist and I run my hand up your back to fe...el you. And then I ran them back down and lifted your shirt off of you just as you unhooked my bra. I let my bra fall off of me, this is now the first time that I have let any man see me. And I know that you will take your time with me. The next thing I know one hand is on my breast and you are sucking on the other. That is a feeling that I will. So she sat back down and I don’t know why but I explained everything to her about my growing up and how I got talked into becoming a doorman, to help with my confidence and self-hatred. Trying to prove to myself that I wasn’t as useless and I was conditioned into believing. After about an hour had passed we both had to leave because of work that night.I arrived at work and was just picking up my radio when Elana came up to me, “Hey Jay I heard you and Chloe met up for coffee today”“Yeah we did”. "You can come in if you want," she said. "Oh, okay. Thanks." I was both eager and sweaty. We walked in her house and she turned on the lights. She began putting her groceries away. "So, you live here alone?" I asked trying not to sound too creepy. "Well, my sister stays with me sometimes when she is in town, but other than that, it's just me," she replied. As she finished putting her groceries away, I noticed she left the ice cream on the counter. "So, not trying Peaches 'N' Cream is. At bed time she againwent to the spare room to sleep.The next night she seemed more friendly - or was it just wishfulthinking on my part. When bed time came she came back into myroom but made it clear I was still not forgiven.The next night was Friday and when I opened the front door andmy heart skipped a beat with the smell of delicious food. I wenttowards the kitchen and found Lorna there with a glass of winein her hand."I have spent a busy three days investigating you," she said, "Ihave been.