Understanding that he had upset Debbie, Oscar chose not to press the issue. Sitting down at the kitchen table, Oscar said, “I’ll try to behave mys...elf.”An uneasy silence descended upon the trio as they waited for the coffee to finish brewing. The weekend with Georgia wasn’t going as he had planned. He was still unhappy about his situation at the school and now he had hurt Debbie’s feelings. When the coffee finally finished, Oscar grabbed a cup and said, “I’m going out for a walk.”Debbie was. I knew I could count on Melissa, but I was concerned about telling her the whole story. Letting her know about our relationship to James was the worse. But it was already enough reason to get rid of her as soon a she knows that I was supposed to kill James. Then they'd tried to kill her. Now I thought that it was a mistake to go to her to expect help. She would help us, but she would be stuck with us too. I brought her into danger by just going to her."What's the matter, baby?" James suddenly. The fact that I'm taller than you, even in flats,will become a problem. You'll see my square chin, my big hands, my hugefeet. You'll start to think that that's all everybody sees, too, and thenyou'll think that all those people are laughing, pointing, laughing atyou, at us, that sad, pitiful idiot and that gigantic man in a dress.MADDY starts to feel tears. She delicately wipes them away with herfingertips. Saying these truths out loud hurts.And then you'll come to regret the whole thing.. "Just a little more about the school and than I want to focus on yourrelationship," Dr. Garrett guided."There was this one time - and I don't think I ever told you about it -in the cafeteria. It was close to the end of the football season andsome girls near out table were talking about how their boyfriends weregoing crazy over it and how stupid it was."One girl was saying something like how all men are dumb jocks andanother said something about how gross it was, them playing in thosetight.