“yes” Tina said sheepishly.I got out of the car, walked around to her side, opened the door and waited for her.As she got out, I leaned in and kis...sed her on the lips. Not overly passionately, but just to show that I’m still interested if we can work this out.We went into the restaurant, which was nearly deserted. Only one other table with people. The other table was drunken college age kids having a raucous time. They were loud, but I didn’t care.I asked for a table away from them. The. “Look, all this bickering is getting us nowhere. Joseph, I would like to have a word with you in private, if you don’t mind?” Dad requested.Although I agreed to go with him, I am certain my father knew I was determined not to be bullied into taking the twins. That must have been why he decided to use a different approach, one I apparently was not as well prepared to defend against.After leading me into his study, he excused himself for a moment, saying he needed a drink. You could have bowled. "Yes, so let Alan feel the pleasure too. I love him and don't want him to feel left out."Alan shot right up and took his wood in his right hand. He didn't force it towards me, I just turned to him and grabbed onto the base. I wasted no time to suck on my other son's wood as well."Fuck, I've never loved either of you more than right now," Alan let out, positioning his palms on his face. "Mom, that feels so amazing, not just physically, but emotionally too. You are completely mind-blowing in. At each distance, I dialed the elevation back to zero, returned the empty brass to the vacant slots in the box of hand-loads. Then repeated my pre-shot routine, trying to get it to be as automatic as possible. Like Matt.He said, “A good day. You’re improving.”He stored our gear back in the trunk of his Audi. I spread our picnic lunch on a grass-stained quilt. Not its first rodeo with Matt. I didn’t ask.As I poured a generic red from the tap on the box, I said, “Matt, I’ve been thinking about.