So I crossed my legs my knickers sodden. For me one section stood out as I poured through the pages, these two women looked as I had imagined Emma and... Caroline naked hundreds of times before, and albeit nothing in physical resemblance, the girls in the porno were my Em and Caz..... Part TwoNested in the corner of my parent’s musty loft I was sat upon my knees still desperately resisting from touching myself. I was too fixated by these girls (in the porno) in any case; even that magazine had the. The last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt your feelings. I am honored that you feel that way about me, but to be honest I can’t understand what you see in me,’ he told me the other day. I let the sounds of the television linger around me, although I can’t make out what’s on the screen because I can’t pay attention to that right now. The first instinct – which is actually the wrong one to follow – tells me that it’s something about me. Maybe he doesn’t see me in a relationship sort of way. I. It was in the mature section and as I found out later had sold quite a few copies. I was made as hell! 4 PM came and I left for home dressed in jeans, sneaks and a t shirt. after dinner I went out "shopping" but really went to the club to see Sammy about the DVD he made of me. He was laughing it off as no big deal and said he would pay me for it.e gave me 25% for everyone sold. 5 bucks a piece! I was furious and told him I was through. He has a way about him. He calmed me down and said "lets. "She got into bed with me, and held my trembling body, my head resting on her shoulder. That was how we stayed until I had cried myself to sleep.For the next two weeks, I was not at home to anyone that called. I stayed in my room, attempting to sort out my life. I needed a job, something that would get me out of the house, and give me less time to think of how I had stuffed things.Quite by accident, Paul met a chap by the name of Steve during one of his infrequent visits to the hotel, and they.