Loving you was the right thing to do. How can I say things that I feel? If I could I would have given you my world. Now you've gone your own way I rea...lise loving you was the last thing I should have done.I picked up my empty glass and contemplated it. Alcohol - the reason for and solution to all life's little problems."Can I buy you a drink mister?" a feminine voice offered.I was still sober enough to appreciate an offer like that as I turned my head to see Shawna's cousin standing there. Hi. My name is Pam Johnson; I used to work with your husband."She looked puzzled but she shook my hand and invited me into the house."I'm Barbara. Jim's not home. He won't be home for another two hours," she said.I looked at my watch. It was 5:30 PM. "Perhaps I should stop back another time then," I said."No, stay and have a drink with me. I am feeling a little lonely today. The kids are with the grandparents for the weekend and the house always feels so empty when they are away," Barbara. I mean, I know all of the scientific stuff. I - um -haven't ever DONE anything - really." What do you mean, 'really?'" I said pointedly, depending on the fact that I had always avoided being judgmental with her to keep her talking and being honest."Well, I - um - kissed Tommy Peters," she admitted with a blush, "and I - um - let him touch my bubbies, but only outside of my blouse." That's ok, Megan, it is natural to want to experiment, and I know that I don't need to give you a lecture on being. “Then maybe, you can score some grass and I’ll get me some beefcake for an evening treat!” (WHOA! WOW!! MOM does dope too! Way cool, my mom’s a stoner-MILF!) “I’m sure by this evening; you will have had enough time to refill your tank.” Right that!! Hot damn! Tonight I finally get to fuck mom!!Okay, so I cut the grass and hooked-up with a baggie of weed from a kid I knew in the neighborhood who deals a little pot. Mom had gone out shopping, and by when she returned I was showered and.