' I didn't think anything of it at the time, but now..." Maybe she found your packet of pills when she was looking for those poems." While we were at ...the dance!" She must have found them and put two and two together maybe." My calendar! In my room! It has all the dates and times of my periods and stuff. I keep it in the drawer by my pills." It would have been easy enough for her to do the math. She's a smart cookie." So if she realized what was going on while we were at the dance-" And then I. All that I saw was Katrina and a bunch of our friends sitting in Doug's living room and talking, but then something occurred to me. Katerina was the only woman in the group. There were no other wives or girl friends. The second thing that I noticed was that there were none of my white friends in the group, only black ones.I turned up the sound a bit and listened as they talked. There were some dirty jokes told and then the conversation got raunchy as everyone there started kidding Katerina. ..", she whispered, "Think someone's horny." I pulled back from her, and noticed both of her thumb-sized nipples pushing against the thin, shiny fabric of her bra. "What's wrong?", she asked. I hestitated for a couple of minutes, and then said, "What are we doing with each other?" She stretched onto the bed on her side, resting her head on her arm, and crossed her legs. "What answer are you looking for?", she asked. Before I could answer, she said, "Listen. I have known you all your life, and. She always left her bedroom door just slightly ajar, and I would often stand in the dark hallway, just outside her door, and watch her as she combed her hair. I would always watch until just after she reached inside her robe to dust her bosom with powder. I knew then that she was ready to go to bed. I guess you could say that 62 was old to an 18-year old teenage boy, but I don't remember her looking old. By now I had reached full puberty and like all boys my age, I was full of sexual energy. It.