Me having no desire to escape .... holding and pressing the side of my head against his chest .... his rapid heartbeat telling me what I already had k...nown .... had things been different .... had other things not transpired ....had timing been different .... had circumstances been different .... it would have been Eddie and I today.Don't get me wrong! Tom is my man and I love him so much and he returns his love to me abundantly. Tom is probably one of very few men who could tolerate me long. Did any old boyfriends fantasize about her anymore? Did they lay awake and watch their wives sleeping and wonder how things would have been different if they’d married her instead? Vague and hazy images of steamed up car windows and groping, nervous hands pinching and chafing tender flesh crossed her mind. She remembered her fumbling, jerky, a-rhythmic attempts at giving hand-jobs and the frustrated, angry looks on the faces of her boyfriends as they pushed her sweaty hand away and took over in. I have done some scouting found two possible areasof opportunity for our hunt. We will divide into twoteams. Robert and I will be on team one, Phil and Mikewill be on Team 2. Remember we must always be inconstant contact with our cell phones. We will call ortext every 20 minutes. The team that sees the bestopportunity for a good capture will call the otherteam in. At that point we will coordinate our efforts,make a clean capture and clean retreat. We will leaveat 5 a.m. tomorrow.” That. The two black women looked at me angrily, and unleashed some angry tongue-lashing at me. I smiled at them, and walked out. It felt good to say that. As I walked through Boston Common toward Copley, I breathed in the October air. What a world. There is a black man running for the office of the President of the United States of America. And he’s a lot more popular than any white candidate in previous years. I pray to God that he wins. He’s won the hearts of many in white America. He’s talented,.