I concentrated hard on the taste and smells of her wonderful cunt trying to keep myself from blasting my jism into her mouth, I knew I could not hold ...back much longer and I needed to make her come quickly. I buried my nose in her moistening slit as I sucked and licked her clitoris. She was moaning loudly now and breathing hard but her face stayed buried onto my throbbing dick. She was bottomed out on me, easily deep throating my entire stiff rod and I could feel her breath from her nostrils. I think about when you held me when I was... naked.”“Well I am going to suck your cock now Gabriel.” I said bluntly. "I require you to take all of your clothes off first.”“Yes. I understand.” He replied. “May I use your bathroom first. I have not been able to shower today. I would be more comfortable” “Yes. I do require cleanliness. Thats very good of you. Please do.” I showed him the bathroom and as I left him I added, “Gabriel... clean everywhere.” and he nodded.I smiled to myself as I. It was the first time the lack of children had featured in my thinking. We didn't have any and up to now, that had been okay, or at least, I thought it was.My thoughts tumbled and jumped from one place to another, no answers came that would make me feel any better, but in the depression I was forcing on myself, it was obviously my fault, my failing and really, why did she stay with me anyway?My mood hadn't improved by the time the rain beat me into submission and I returned home, saturated to. One day I returned from work and she was sunbathing totally naked. She didn’t know that I had returned so I quickly stripped off and went outside to join her naked. I have no idea what had come over her, probably the sun, but as soon as she saw me she told me she had been waiting for me to come home. What she said next really surprised me – she told me to go to the bedroom and set up the video camera – I didn’t waste any time and rushed and set it up. And waited on the bed for a few minutes.