I don’t know what’s waiting for me once I dive in.’ ‘Then test the water,’ he said. I sat there, my hand in his, not able to say anything. I... nodded. I don’t really know what I was nodding for, but it seemed right at the time. Alex reached forward with his left hand and touched my cheek as he leaned in for a delicate kiss. ‘Ready now?’ he asked. I nodded and he started the car. It was nearly three by this time. We drove for twenty minutes in silence, hands entwined on the center console. I did. I need the bathroom. She replied, ‘Olu ‘olu hahaai (Please, follow me) and extended her hand. I stood up and took her hand and followed her lead. She took me back into the preparation area where she grabbed some cloth napkins, then led me to an unused room where she dropped to her knees in front of me.Then pressed a towel against my crotch in an attempt to dry off my wet shorts.She said it might be better if I took off your shorts, may I? This was going better then I had anticipated I. ” “Let yourself enjoy this.” At any other time, if a guy said something like “good girl” to me, I would have told him to fuck off...at least. But in my current state of surrender, I found his words thrilling. A little jolt of pride ran through me each time I heard them.Again, my recall of some details that evening is spotty, yet some parts remain very, very vivid to this day. I quite clearly remember Andi lifting her head from between my legs and saying with a broad smile on her face, “May Ian. 7in40 yard dash: 4.55sec I pulled out my phone and took a picture to go show my mom later, figured she’d be proud. You’re probably thinking why I wouldn’t show my father before my mother and that’s because he died. When I was 10 years old, I’m now 17, we were riding some of our old 4-wheelers when he tried to do a trick and ended up over the bars and being crushed to death by the A.T.V. After that, he had left me and my mom a hefty 150 million dollar bank fund and alone in the huge mansion.