I talked to her about the issue. She felt good. She used to come and talk to me regularly. We shared a good bond of friendship. But the actual thing t...hat I feel is, she is a damn sexy girl. She always makes me feel horny. But I never let her know my feelings as I was really afraid of my parents.Then life moved on and she shifted from our house to other place but we had our contacts. We used to talk casually every now and then. After B.Tech she wasn’t having any job. I was just coming out of. I tried to smile to her."So I hope you understand if I'm a bit testy every now and then." How long were you two together?" A bit more than a year." Can't you just forgive her? People make mistakes, you know."This time my smile was a bit more forced. In fact quite a bit."Maybe I can forgive her. But I probably never can forget seeing him doing her in my house and in my bed, and even if she was drugged at some point she went with him of her own free will. She was even whispering his name after. I head home and change into my sexy stuff. I do my chores to kill the day and make dinner waiting for it to get dark.I sit here chatting with friends here on Lush waiting. I go to my door, and I see some neighbors having a party. "Great it's going to be a late night" I think to myself.10:00 p.m. I walk back to the door and they are still out there. So I chat a little more and watch T.V. 11:00 p.m. I go look again, I can't see anything very well thanks to the street lamp right out side my door.. He agreed, but went home with his own laundry and came back rather than carry it extra distance. So she ended up waiting a minute or so for him — and got help with the carrying. Just as she was about to go in her door he asked her for a date. It had been a while since she went out with a man, six weeks, but she hated to think that she would take just any offer. On the other hand, she did know a little about him — that he washed his clothes regularly, for instance — and she should be safe in.