"It's just like Megan's!" she said excitedly, and louder than I wantedher to. I didn't need people knowing that Megan had a bear like this."It is," I ...replied. "Megan and I both have bears like this on our beds.They are there for us whenever we need to hug something. This one isyours, and now you can be just like us, okay?"She beamed as she nodded once more, and I wrapped her in a hug to showher how much I cared. I still couldn't tell her the truth, but at leastshe was now a part of this. I went on my own towander around the stores and at some point she'd call me on my cell when shewas finished...or more likely, when she needed some extra cash.When she finally called I was more than ready and she told me she was justaround the corner and for me to meet her outside a store with a black awning "La Petite Morte" . I've had a couple of years of high school French and a lifetime of experience and I don't think that store had anything to do with death...it is a store alive like no. This time, we had come upon a fishing party that included two small children and two women. The men in the party did pick up rifles, but nobody threatened us as we drew closer. We kept our rifles and shotguns out of sight, and I am sure that was also a help. Anyway, we got close enough for Sue, who was in the bow of our houseboat, to open a conversation.She was wearing her pistol, but that was only prudent for any woman at this time, especially one who was as young and pretty as Sue. Sue waved,. Fir mai jab raat ko unke sapne dekh raha tha to kisi unknown number se phone aya maine jaise hi uthaya or baat ki to usne kaha kya kar rahe ho to maine kaha ki bas aapi k sapne dekh raha hu. Or baat karte karte humne phone sex bhi kiya or maine unko promise kiya ki kal tution k baad jaroor milenge.Fir agle din saam ko 4 baje mai tution gaya or tution padhne k baad sab chale gaye to mai vahi rook gaya usne kah thodi der baitho to mai vahi beth gaya or unka wait karne laga vo jesi bahar ayi to.