She handed me a menu. “Hi, my name is Holly and I will be your server tonite, can I get you a drink?”. I ordered a drink, not alcohol, I am only 1...8. She acted very stressed out, putting on the fake smile, to get some tips and salvage what was a bad day at work. She returned with my drink and I ordered a burger. A few minutes later I heard a crash in the kitchen. Then holly walked over to my table, she looked like a child that had just been yelled at. “I’m sorry I just dropped your order,. As we entered I was extremely nervous as this was it, we were really going to do it, it was no longer going to be a fantasy we were really going to swap. Perhaps it was because of the nerves or perhaps it was just because I am getting old, but it was at that moment that I realised I had forgotten to bring with me our condoms which were still in my jacket pocket in the living room. I announced that I need to go back and get them and turn and left the room.I was only gone 30 seconds, maximum but. ‘Where am I when everything happens?’ Saju laughs, hitting the table. ‘I know. Not like we get to see many men around here,’ Lillian giggled, reminding all that we were in the prison aka a women’s college. ‘So pathetic. We managed to beat the only man who had the guts to come down here,’ Lela laughed. ‘Oh well, I sighed. ‘Badminton’s at 7pm. See you at Kendall, I waved, heading out the door. It was dark outside again. But I was not worried about flashers and random men. The sky was lit up with. Owies! Medallion's hotter than evers right now. Fine, you just stay therein your dinky little pink shoe box in the closet and don't you burn upthe house either you silly nilly.Okay. So I transformi-kated into a dinky winky teeny tiny little girl.Yeah, *I* did that. That's right. I don't deny it. I don't regret it.That was *ME* who did that... and it's about time I did something aboutmy life to change it to the right direction.But I'm on the other side now. Does that mean I'm going to grow up.