"I don't think I'm going to be doing much of anything for a while."She gave me a big hug and a kiss and went on into her house.I checked to see what t...ime it was and then I gave Mary a call. She had just gotten home and she told me to hurry on over. She told me to come on in and head straight to the bedroom.When I got there I found her on the bed naked and using a dildo on herself. She smiled at me and tossed the fake cock on the floor and said:"Just getting it warmed up for you lover."I. And somehow, over many hours talking we stumbled towards a path forward.Jenny’s earlier comments that I always pushed what I wanted first, still stuck in my mind. So I insisted that we put Sue’s wants and needs first in our discussions. Not to give them priority but as a way of making sure what she wanted carried equal weight.As we talked through that rest of that week it became clear to both of us that Sue was more confused than I was. I’d been mostly thinking with my dick. Pushing thoughts. My face flushes deeper pink than any blusher could make it and I stammer my hellos – he has a girl with him. I smile politely at her and feel my heart sinking. Soon two more of our friends turn up and as I chat, brightly false, to one of them I discover that she is an ex. I feel my whole body relax suddenly and grin at Nick with a smile so wide it nearly split my face. He smiled back and instantly my mind switched into fantasy mode – He is between my legs, looking up at me mischievously while. To help me decide, I focus all of my attention onto my body, tuning into my physically aroused state and listening to what it needs to experience most right now.“I can do better than telling you,” I eventually say. “I’ll show you instead.”Kissing you again, I push you onto your back and slowly climb on top of you. My hands are either side of your head; my knees are resting against your hips. My tits are hanging below me, emphasising their sheer size, but I am too turned on to feel.