I was pulling at the restraints to no avail. Tom walked over to me, bent down and whispered into my ear 'You said you'd do anything, and I did warn yo...u. There is no way out now and I promise I will look after you'. He kissed me and at that point I wanted to kill him.The guys, including Tom, then spent the next few minutes in complete silence at the side carefully changing the ends of their piercings. Like Tom they all had an ampallang and a ladder of 10 piercings on the undersides of their. Jean moved over to where Rachel was and sat beside her, she whispered in her ear.." You know, since we met you guys, I'll be frank, I've wanted to fuck Andrew, but you know what? I would rather enjoy licking your slit too as we've been watching you for a while." " Don't be scared Rachel, I enjoy women as much as men and I think since we are in such a remote area..I'd like to have you. Andrew knows about this as he and Stew discussed this somewhile ago. Anyhow, it looks like Andrew doesn't mind. The last night we wanted something to remember the cruise with and I went in the club alone and sat at a table up on the balcony and Paul followed and sat at the bar where he could look up and watch me. I ordered a drink and after a little while 3 guys from Scotland came in and when they saw me they made there way to the balcony. Paul and I had seen them in the casino and in the nightclub and I know they recognized me because I always made it a point to lean over when I was near where they. One oddly pleasant surprise was my singing voice. I had never had muchof a voice as a boy. For the most part, I had been a tenor with a verylimited range. My female persona had a very fine soprano voice though,and I found myself looking forward to the hymns.When services were over, I hoped my parents would hustle us off to thecar and I could get home and slip into a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt.It wouldn't exactly make me feel male again, but it might make me feelless like a walking talking.