What if they start to thinkthat this is who I really am?"He clutched my hand. "Then just tell them something like 'why should Ilet you guys have all ...the fun' and have fun with it. It's the bestopportunity to show off your gorgeous self! You deserve to be seen!"I moved forward with the idea that I was just going to do it. Why theheck not? Why should they get to have all the fun?!I replaced the fear and anxiety with planning what I was going to wear.I've always dreamed of being the chic young. The Professor wasn?t surprised at her reactions, after all theconditioning he?d given her had not solved her sex addiction butheightened it, albeit with a major twist. What better way to treat a sexaddict rapist than to make him female and crave sex from the other side?It was just a slight tweak in the mental processes to turn the desirefor beautiful women and sex into the desire to being a beautiful womanhaving sex. Still, the conditioning might have some side effects thatwould need to be. Alright, then ... adultery with Jill. So the fuck what? Adulteresses adulterated, right? That’s what they did. Same with adulterers, of course. No double standards with me. Jill was a card-carrying adulteress, had been one for years. Leroy had married her knowing who and what she was, that she had cheated on Clayton with him. He was apparently cool with adultery, from what I had seen, heard, and learned from Jill herself. He wanted his wife to spread her legs for other men, so why did it matter. .Okay, maybe not Sarah, but canyou blame me?" Are you STILL 'angsting' over that engagement ring?" Mum asks with asigh."No," I reply. "...Yes... I don't even know now whether or not it was just adream any more..." I sigh as mum wraps her arm around me, giving me a verymuch needed hug."If you and Sarah are destined to be together, it WILL happen," mum says."And I really believe you are destined to be together. I've seen the wayyou look at each other, you both NEED each other. As regards.