So is their special ability to balance their personal life and to keep everyone around them happy. Making several sacrifices is indeed very special. R...ight from remembering birthdays, anniversary and other special occasions and to keep a tab of all the other important happenings around them.Let me tell you women are best at this they are at a different level of multitasking and mental strength. Men are of no match to this special ability of women. Women deserve a better life, respect, and. I saw how you were looking at her. You wanted her, but you didn’t want me. It’s the same thing when we used to go out. All the guys would throw themselves at her and I would get her rejects. I was always her number 2!”“Come on Dana, you’re a great girl. You’re cute, you have a wonderful figure and you’re the kindness person I’ve met since I moved here. Don’t put yourself down just because of what she says to you. You’re so much more than that.”“You really think so?” Dana asked. “I do, of. ." Derrick said as he pointed to a tall blonde MILF with fake tits."And it's my job to even out the score with Lexi," I finished for him."Exactly," he confirmed.This was as unorthodox as marital arrangements come, but I was in a phase in my life where I rarely said no to any consensual tryst with a beautiful woman.I nodded. "As long as you're sure," I agreed.Derrick smiled broadly and clapped me on my shoulder, "Fantastic. A couple of things you should know," he explained, counting off each. I was stuck in a turmoil of feelings and emotions. I was angry at myself for having wanted something I should have never wished for.I wanted to punish myself. I felt losing control over my life. I was sexually frustrated, and I started understanding how badly my addiction to porn has affected me and my life. I loved my mother, but I also found myself wanting her more and more, in sinful ways.I had less than 3 weeks for my board exams, and I had still not started studying. I was well on my way.