“So are you,” I tell him. “And tomorrow I want more of that.”“Just tell me when.”“I’ll let you know,” I say. “I may have something... to do first, and I don’t know how long it will take.”Mark doesn’t ask what, which is one of the things I like about him; he doesn’t pry. Instead he gets dressed and we kiss goodbye.I make myself a cup of tea before transferring the evening’s videos to my laptop. The video I’m really interested in is the one where I’m sitting on the sybian, wearing the mask John. On several request she told my friend if any thing has to to be done it has tobe with my concern. I then slowly came to dinning space and called with my wife’s name. she then prepared breakfast and we all three had it. After seeing the incident I planned to have some exitment in our life and told my wife not to prepare lunch as me and my friend were going out to bring lunch from hotel. As we nearing heavy rain came down. We packed our lunch and on the way home got some whisky.I observed my. "Jeff. You have real feelings for Jen. You said so last night. But I knew it before you said anything. I've seen it in the way you look at her. I saw it in your yes when the two of you returned. I saw it in her eyes too. She has feelings for you. You two, and me, and Dave - we have to work this all out somehow..."I held her close. She was right. She was absolutely right.The scheduled group talk didn't happen as previously planned. Jen called and asked Lynne to go shopping with her. That left. I grabbed my rifle and quickly left the porch. I yelled again for Rusty. At that point I heard a rooster crowing at the back side of the cabin. As I walked around to the back I could hear a sound that was all too familiar. The sound of Rusty tearing into and gobbling up some fresh meat he had just caught. Still afraid of being shot I cautiously peeked around the corner of the cabin. There I saw a woman, about forty something sitting there in a chair sleeping. I said "HELLO" once more very.