We started fighting about little or nothing a lot and we didn’t even know why.One afternoon I really said some nasty things to him and I felt so bad.... My conscience bothered me so much I went to his room to apologize and after we talked for a few minutes he wanted to know what he did to make me hate him all of a sudden.I guess I was pretty perceptive for a kid my age. I started to realize what was bothering me. I’d begun to wear a training bra and sometimes it felt like every person I saw on the. Peter laughed at the mess they made of poor tied Sadie…ooh well the more roman and ella the better!!...she was filthy and soaked…someone had unfairly peed in her eyes …poor bitch couldn’t see!!!~I didn’t know where I was….I wasn’t there…I was watching from over here….safe.. Poor cow…look at that puking lot using her like a fucking toilet….revolting pigs…She’s tied to that luggage rack again …haha!! That concrete crusher is making a right mess of her holes…its like you end up with no control of. "You sorry bunch of trash, you would boo our host's daughter. She gave you a chance to help her name her brothers and sister and you put filthy smut in the hat, thinking it was funny. She is one of us and for you to treat her in this manner is a personal affront to me. If any of you don't like the way she is doing the names, we can take the walk in the morning. How about it, do any of you wish to take the walk with me?"I stood up and joined Sally putting my arm around her before saying. We've also restarted Chlorpromazine to dampen her current mania."I'd like to monitor her closely for another week, though there's no need for her to be resident here during that time. I would like to see her, though, for about an hour every other day, so we can fine-tune her dosage and make sure that her body is tolerating it well."My expectation is that she will do very well with Carbamazepine, and that we can hope to find a lasting treatment that will stabilize her mood without sedative.