. " I put my hands around her shoulder and hugged her tight.., "You can play the 'prudish bitch' whenever you want.. but when you're with me.. Your th...e whore..!" I emphasized the last word... "I can't help it.... you make me feel soo.... horny..." I pushed her back on her back again and started to kiss her. She parted her lips and her tongue came out... she started to kiss me passionately. "Come.., get on your knees and hold the headboard of the bed..." She crawled towards the headboard and. ”“Is he referring to me?” she asked Lance, who shrugged apologetically.“Oh, sorry,” Ray said.“Come here, dickhead,” she said to Ray.Ray turned quickly to get his kiss, too. “Fuck,” he said after. “Yeah!”It was perhaps a reckless, dangerous move bringing two men she just met up to the condo, but Lily did it. It was past midnight, so no nosy neighbors would see her and judge.She took a moment in the washroom to freshen up—and to stare at herself in the mirror, wonder what the hell she was doing,. We ordered some food and started our drinking session. It was around 9pm when Sarah joined us for a drink. By around 11pm, after having had his dinner, Ayan went to sleep. Sarah went to the washroom to freshen up. Sahil and I had another round of whiskey by the time she came out of the bathroom. She had changed into a mini and a green top. Sahil and I also freshened up one after the other and then it was time for action. All of us went on the double bed, Sarah in the middle and Sahil and I on. I considered begging him to reconsider. My parents soon realized what happened and my dad told me he wasn't worth it and that I shouldn't cry over him because he wasn't nobody special, but just a friend who was a lost boy. I know he was happy secretly that he was out of my life but he will never know the real reason why I cried so much that summer. It was a first of many things I did over and over and I thought Travis really liked me, or even more loved me. I guess I'm too young to know what.