" If she sells her house soon, what will she do? Where will she live?" I asked."Mom suggested that she move in with her and Rudy until the remodeling ...is done; but I think she'll find a place to rent. Freddy and she are getting serious, and she thinks it's just a matter of time before he proposes. She's delighted with their relationship and has become quite close to his parents. Freddy has turned out to be a real romantic, it seems. He often sends flowers and little gifts."Pam and I returned to. Lenore, on the other hand, was in her tailored Service Dress, feeling hot and confined. Every time she looked over at him, he seemed smugly comfortable. She'd flown back from Diego last time in a tee-shirt and bluejeans, rather than the Utilities she'd worn onboard the Joy Redux and for the remainder of that weekend.This time, given that the US Military was on a high state of alert, Lenore would travel in uniform. She was traveling as BM2 Collins, though she felt more and more that she should. "I can keep a secret if you can." She said.With that she moved my hands up under her shirt on to her bare skin. I took my cue and began slowly rubbing her upper stomach. I occasionally brushed against the under side of her bra and waited for her to yank my hands away. She never did. I got bolder and began to caress her boobs through her bra. I must admit that my hands were trembling as I rubbed against the silky material. I could feel the protrusion of her nipples and I rubbed little rings. She began thinking of herself as one of those “loose girls.” During this period, she dwelt on keeping herself pure for marriage which she hoped would end up with a minister of the gospel. It was to this end that she hoped for her strong sexual drive to be sanctified.The nineteen-year-old Brad Feller was a divinity student who had just become youth director. Feller appeared to possess all the attributes necessary to someday become a successful man of God. It was only natural for Carla to dream.